Well I am in Chicago, the city of my birth. It seems like the only time that I come back is for funerals. So here I am, Unfortunately things are not going the way they should My cousins are not able to get the fureral arrangement together and now seem that they going to postpone the funeral another couple of days, She passed away on the 18th of August. Today is the 27th of August.. My flight leaves on the 30th of August What the hell is wrong with these people
I just wanted to share

I have come to the conclusion that I cannot ask my very soon to be X-husband to do anything. I am convinced that he could mess up a wet dream!!!!!!!!!

The latest up date it that both my children are now taking up karate. My youngest was bugging me all summer long that he wanted to take up karate. I put it off and put it off. For 2 reason
1 it was extra money going out of the house, not necessarily a good thing if you are a single parent
2 I did want to waste money on something that my child would not be serious about for more than 3 weeks.

Well my youngest was persistent, so being the good mother that I am. I finally enrolled him. The very soon to be X-husband was needed to take his children on an outing. It was mommy’s day to get beautiful. Sometimes this process takes longer than one would expect. So I sent my children with their father to enjoy a wonderful day of karate.
Now at this time my daughter was not into karate. Until she went to the karate expo with her father.

That’s right my daughter won a free 3-month membership to the same karate school that my son was enrolled in. I thought yeah that is great. What’s the catch? (You know there is always a catch). I then proceed to let it slip from my mind. Judy said nothing else to me about wanting to actually go. Little did I know that her father had other plan. He decided to start taking my son to class before I was off of work. Because he had also enrolled my daughter, using the 3-month free membership to get her started. Well here comes the catch. The classes are in 6 month session so if you get 3 months for free, you have to pay for the other 3 months. And as we all know, my babies’ daddy aint got no job. But did his jobless stated deter him from his foolish actions

NOOOOOO

Payment was the last thing on daddy’s mind.

Well today my 11 year old comes home and tells AAES that she can no longer go to karate because her father can’t pay for the classes.

How pissed do you really think I am. You do not get a child started in something, something that they actually like and then just yank it away because you were not thing with the head that was placed on your shoulders but with the head that is swinging between your legs.

And thru all of this my soon to be x-husband has said nothing to the one person who could probably help, but he made sure that he spoke with the one person that it was gonna hurt. So once again I will do what I have been doing since I was 15. I will see to it that this child is taken care off.
I will see that this 200.00 is taken out of Jorge’s ass!!!!!!!!

As I set here and ponder the meaning of my life because I will be 28 soon.

I think I need a drink or 4. Something to help dull the aging process and it brings up a memory. So of course I will share. I had another birthday not to long ago where I thought that a drink or 5 would just be the think to pull me out of my moody funk.

I’m pretty darn sure that I had a wonderful time, but I don’t remember much about that night. That should tell you how much fun I had. Now the question is how much fun did I really have? You see the next morning I woke up butt ass naked. That right, in celebrating the day of my birth I woke up in my birthday suite.

Now you may say that that’s not so bad, but I was not alone, yes sleeping next to me was AAES. What’s a girl to do? This is what I did. I rolled onto the floor. Now the reason for the roll is because it was the easiest way to get out of the waterbed. I stealthy make it to the door. That’s where I found my bra, hanging from the doorknob. On the way I pick up my panties off the dresser. Now how did these very intimate articles of clothing make it to those various locations, I may never know. No one was talking.

Hence the need for only a drink or 4
See with age come wisdom

In just a couple of days I will be 28 years old.
That’s my age and I am sticking to it.

I am feeling old. Memory lapse, aches, pains etc.

I am looking for the beauty. I can’t seem to find it.

Birthday’s always make me feel sad….